[Chad]

Aloha All, I want to share one of the first books that I received as part of my Healing journey. The Chakras and their functions by Master Choa Kok Sui. In this book it covers the major chakras and how they match up with the different organ systems and acupuncture point and meridians. It shows detailed pictures and speaks on the Aura and how to create a healthy field of energetics around you. It also has a meditation on Twin Heart Procedure to raise your individual vibration. I highly recommend any of Master Choa’s books as there are many. I have 2 more of his books on Prana Healing/ Healing with the Hands. I knew about the Chakras before this plant path and when Sajah brought all these healing modalities into this course I knew I was in the right place. Enjoy!

[Chad]

Aloha Marilyn, thank you for sharing your this. As I used to be very caught up on the difference between the light and the dark. Which was very polarizing in my experience. I have since found that I am to embrace both sides with love and when I do the difference just dissipates into the nothingness. I have come to realize that all beings need love no matter how bright or dark. This universal understanding was one I had to apply into my everyday life. When I began loving everything as it is and showing love-kindness to things outside of the norm I started to see things manifest into a different light so to speak. The yin and yang of the duality we live in. I had been in some dark places and thought it was because I was dark. Only for it to be revealed to me later that I was bringing light to these places and I wondered why I was untouched in my experiences to be told that I was protected by a higher power. Your story is like mine in a way. I believe we just speak about it differently. I love that you use the earth as a gift. I am gifted in my own way and receive from the other side. It is like being tapped into a radio station more like a CB radio. Ask and you shall receive. I ask a lot, and I receive a lot. I have also learned to be careful of what you ask for. This last full moon I found out some unsettling information and the dream state I was put through was the same. Saying that I am open for this or that can be a bit much when you have no idea what is waiting to come through. Going through that dark event only makes me turn more toward the light and love-kindness. You never know what others have been through and for how long. Not everyone shares their story, and I can totally see and understand why. The reliving of those moments can be hard for some who have not found the silver lining in it all. I thank you for sharing and Honor you and your story. I am glad we have engaged in such a way. I used to be fearful of what other thought or said about me. Now I can speak with confidence and competence. I enjoy speaking with you and love being engaged in such a way. I can’t wait to see more of your artwork. Until then have fun and be well.

[Chad]

I found it on Ebay for 32$

[Chad]

Aloha Antoine, I have that book as well. They have it on kindle for $20 USD. And the paperback for $40 USD. On amazon. It is a great book.

[Chad]

Aloha Marilyn, I will say yes you are correct in the heavenly aspect. I do see and feel the lower parts of this experience as well. You are in my story 100%! I do not always speak on the dark as I tend to face the light knowing that I came from the darkness to seek out the light of my own experiences. Just as we were speaking on the openness of the transformation process, I was taken to a very dark place to see. And as I sat with what you said in the above post, I did realize that I do have some of those experiences and just haven’t brought them into the light. I thank you for shining the mirror this way, so I can see past my own reflection. In looking into my past, I did not even understand the depth of the darkness that was always around me. There have been times when I felt as if I was Daneil in the lion’s den. The earth and the womb are dark but also very nutritional for the soul to grow. Just as a seed planted in the ground, it seems dark and feels like there is no way out. But there is a deep desire to break through what is in this place to reach for something greater. This for me has happened on many levels. It is hard at times to accept the darkness, even if it is for my own growth. I have even finally come to terms with somethings I just don’t want to know the why. So, yes, the need to understand why is not important as the actual transformation. I have come to terms that I can’t change the world, but I can change who I am. And in that the world changes for me. I really appreciate you being you in this conversation and connecting with me. I really enjoy the perception you bring to my attention. I can be really focused on the small picture when there is so much more to bring to the table. It has been a real pleasure diving deep in this and in myself. I am still curious to know more about your story. Until then enjoy and be well. Mahalo

[Chad]

Aloah Marilyn, thank you for continuing our conversation. I agree with you on the not knowing aspect of the transformation is natural. I do not always know when I am going through a transition/transformation until I am on the other side of it looking back. Sometimes I gain the awareness while in the middle of it as to fully grasp and hold on to the transformation and not miss the opportunity. What I speak of is the ability to look back and understand the how and why. This part for me is gaining the awareness to not have to repeat the process and learn from it. Everyone may or may not do this and it doesn’t make it right or wrong it is what I feel called to do for myself. When I do this, I gain a bigger than life picture of what is. This ultimately expands the “framework” from which I was presently in. Our own framework to me is the system in which we operate like an operating system such as a computer program. We can stay with the same ole framework or we can choose to upgrade and trade to a higher vibrational framework when we are ready or able. Does staying in an ole framework limit one’s growth? that is subjective. I would say that may be where one is comfortable. Comfort does not equal growth in my experience. Does God limit me and my framework? No not at all. For me it is like saying God is in control and I am just along for the ride. The ride can be very uncomfortable at times because of the not knowing scares the ego. Everyone has their own journey, and the ride is different for everyone as well as the astrology is different for each person. What and how I process does not negate anyone else’s way or ability. We all have different gifts, and it is how we come together and share these gifts with others that truly expand our framework. Sharing story as they say in Hawaii is very welcomed because it allows others to grow from your experience without have to go through it. I do believe there is no such thing as an accident. Everything is divinely orchestrated in my view. I will be honest and say that I do not fully explain all that I know or see or have seen in a way to fully explain what I do know. My story is not for everyone it is for me. When I do share some of my experiences it is not always received well do to others not having the same framework as I. It tends to push or repel others as they may or may not be ready to hear. I only shared the first post because you asked. I assumed because you asked you wanted to hear my story. Yes, I am confident in myself and my experiences when I share them as they are real for me. I remember a time when I was afraid to share my life death story do to people not knowing how to receive something that was way outside of their own personal experience. I apologize for preaching but I had a very visual experience where was in another realm with Angels and Christ. I cannot deny what I went through and find freedom sharing this with others. I am still young and have much transformation left in my lifetime and I equally embrace all that is in every moment. I am open in many ways and will continue to open what is closed or blocked off for myself as I grow in the being I am here to become. I know what I know and do not know what I do not know. I don’t know everything, but I am willing to learn all that I can to help others on my path. I appreciate your engagement and your willingness to be open to me. I am honored to have this conversation with you and wish for many more to come. I enjoy your way of being as it sounds like you are honoring your way as I am honoring mine. Mahalo

[Chad]

You’re welcome! I was waiting for all of my books to arrive from moving so I could share.

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[Chad]

Aloha Marilyn, I apologize for my words if they felt offensive or churchy. I have been through many religions to understand that it can be off putting to others. I just saw a wonderful reflection in the post you provided. I am open to explore deep conversations to hear you in your right now. I tend to speak from my own experiences at times and miss communicate a point of view that I am attempting to share. I appreciate your honest feedback. Why does shit happen, is a mystery to some. I like to think I know at times if the universe allows me to see and understand. I like to say that I am more spiritual than religious. Everyone has a unique perception of what Is to them. And I want to honor yours. I believe in the universal God force energy that makes up the ALL. And all that is in the ALL is A part of the ALL with no separation. Hermitic philosophy. And some of us go through the vessel to become spirits in the end of our journey. We are not separate from that spirit for it is who we are at our core. I love how you pointed out the spagyric process and how we to are in that system of refinement. I too have been through long bouts of healing, and it is a journey. I used to listen to Carline Myss and she spoke of soul contracts and I found this information to be helpful to understand why shit was happening for me not to me. I know everyone is own their own journey and at times we a tend to cross the paths of others that may give us food for thought. I find your conversation to helpful to me as I can come off the wrong way at times. I am learning to process my words and communicate with a higher vibration than say a few years back. Your story brings me back to understanding how strong others are in their journey. I thank you for sharing as it must have been tough to go through that at a young age. I am humbled by your experience and realize that others may be going through something far worse than I. Second Saturn return can be a doosy for some if they make it past that. My wife’s Dad just passed on his second Saturn return. I would love to hear more about that as I am in my Saturn phase of life right now till 2026. I hope this find you doing well. Mahalo

[Chad]

Aloha Marilyn, what was welcomed in my healing is the ability to follow one’s misaligned choices back to the starting point of “dis-ease”. I have had the pleasure of experience’s that have showed this to be true. When one is in the flow of life, we often make choices that either serve us or do not. The resistance in life is going in the wrong direction to the point of “dis-ease”. For me this is going against the flow of the universe and takes much energy to go in this direction. The taking of one’s energy is the depletion of the vital force. We can recover but at what cost to the vital force. I have found resilience is in the hands of the creator. If we are meant to do something, then the creator allows us to move forward with the lesson at hand to share. I have gone totally against the flow, and I was given direction to stop thought the universe but was unaware of the consequences, and this was the big life/death experience that rocked my world as I knew it. No worries as I am here in this now. The real blessing is the path that I am on with All the healing modalities that I have incorporated in my life and the ability to share this with others. The actual experience that happened while in the death cycle was the big eye opener for self. When “Jesus” said that “he will come like a thief of the night”, and “you will not know the hour.”, is the truth that I experienced. I was pulled out of my body and was in a place that appeared to be Heaven on Earth. Knowing is much different than just believing. Faith is believing in what you do not know to be true. This amount of Faith allowed room for the knowing. Seeing is believing and I saw it to be true. Now it is concrete and a firm foundation in which I live by. The toppling of my misplaced corner stone rocked my spiritual house and now I have a great Mansion from that experience. Finding Joy in all that is the key for spiritual growth and development. Disclaimer… It easier said than done as I still have trouble finding Joy in some situations. Thus, I look for peace/blessing in every corner of life regardless of how it shows up. Love all that is in a way that frees one from hate or resistance. Everything has a purpose whether we like it or not. Every situation is showing up for us to express love-kindness or repeat the cycle. Loving what shows up is the highest form of expression. Anything else is dis-harmony. This is the current theme of my life. Thanks for asking this question as it helps me to stay in alignment with the All that is.

[Chad]

This is beautiful, I to have that feeling of newness/ or rebirth after a couple of life/death experiences. I have become aware of the resurrection architype. As you too may have this as well. I have been noticing this energetic lately and I hear this in your post. Thank you for sharing this amazing point of view. I am sure that you have an amazing story to tell others about your experiences, when I share my story, it seems to heal an aspect in people just by sharing. Thank you !